“You have been foolish. You have not kept the command which the Lord your God gave you. It was at this time that the Lord would have permanently established your reign over Israel” I Samuel 13:13
He bombed it. He failed. He had a chance and lost it. He started strong but would be remembered as a loser and a mad man. We’re talking King Saul, a failed leader who we must learn a lot from.
Saul was chosen by God, don’t forget that. But it seemed from the very beginning he was reluctant to follow that call (hiding when it was time to be King). Now, in a critical moment, he was reluctant to obey the rules that God set out before Him. At first he wanted nothing to do with his calling and now he wanted to step outside of that calling and do it in his own way. A recipe for disaster.
Saul had lead his men into combat. They were outnumbered, overwhelmed, and discouraged. Some were leaving, abandoning the military campaign that sought to protect their very own people, and Saul wanted to encourage his people by seeking God’s blessing. One problem, the sacrifice was to be offered by the priest not by the King.
He waited seven days on the battle field for the priest to come. People grew more discouraged and he made an executive call…
“Bring me the burnt offering and the fellowship offerings”
He stepped outside of his calling and broke the rules. Seems harsh doesn’t it? Wasn’t he trying to encourage his troops? Wasn’t he seeking God’s favor? How can you blame Saul? There was no priest, the enemy was nearing him, and something had to be done. Was it really that bad of a call?
Yes. Disobedience is always disobedience. God will not bless disobedience.
As soon as he offered up the sacrifice, Samuel came. Did you catch that? “Just as he finished offering the burnt offering, Samuel arrived” (vs.10). What if he just would have waited one more day? A few more hours? A few more minutes? Would history had been different?
A bad mistake cost him a lot. Samuel told him that his kingdom would not be established, and now God was looking to find a “man loyal to Him” a man after “God’s heart” (vs.14).
From this point on Saul is a big mess. One bad decision leads to another. He no longer has God’s blessing, He is no longer the victorious Saul, he’s just some crazy old politician who sadly commits suicide.
Samuel would later tell Saul “To obey is better than sacrifice” (15:22). It was better then and it’s still better now.
What can we learn from Saul to help our ministries?
Don’t let discouragement dictate your decisions
Remember, when Saul made his bone head mistake, he was at a low. Enemies were around him, his people complained, and some of his people were leaving. Sounds a lot like church life doesn’t it? You as the Pastor are surrounded by complainers, the world is evil, and people won’t step up to the plate to serve. You are overwhelmed.
It’s at this point that you need to remember your calling. Your success is not dependent upon how many people you lead to The Lord, how many people are in Sunday school or small groups, but your success is being faithful to the calling He has set before you.
Discouragement will do crazy things to you. “no one appreciates me”, “no one follows me”, “everyone is out to get me “. This logic of thinking could lead you into abandoning the calling that God has laid in your heart. It’s a mine field, and when you step into it, your ministry will be bombed.
Instead of writing that letter of resignation how about calling on God? How about going to some trusted advisers, mentors, and seeking prayer? There is no shame in seeking out a Christian counselor, Pastors are prime targets for anxiety and depression. God still wants to use you, so don’t let this moment of discouragement disqualify you.
The world does not hinge on you
Saul believed that he had to offer the sacrifice because the Priest was not coming. Knowing what we know about Saul, it’s logical to conclude that he just wanted to offer the sacrifice as a “good luck charm” to encourage his people; but it is possible that He did want God’s blessing for the battle. No matter what the motives were, he still should not have done it. It wasn’t his place.
We often bomb our ministries because we think we are solely responsible for everything. As a church planter, I am constantly reminded that this church is not KENNY RAGER’s church. It’s God’s church. I have a calling to lead this congregation, and that means that I have to raise up leaders and raise up people to do certain jobs and tasks. They may not do it the way I had envisioned, it may be very different, and sometimes it may be even better than I envisioned it! But here’s the deal, if I planted KENNY RAGER’s church (with the look and feel that I wanted) it would be KENNY RAGER’s church and not God’s. When we allow God to move through others, it takes on a unique flavor and feel that God intended to have it.
We Pastor’s need to realize that there are others that need to be developed. People who have great ideas and can do great things. We need to empty our hands and plates and believe that God can raise people up to do great things. Let’s pray and be patient. Let’s not be like Saul, who takes everything into our own hands. Let’s wait for a Samuel to come.
Doing it all yourself is a disaster, it’s a bomb waiting to explode.
God is looking for someone after his heart
Probably the biggest take home from this is what Samuel told Saul after his disobedience. God was looking for someone loyal to Him and someone who was after His own heart. We know that this would be King David.
A study of David’s life reveals that David was far from perfect, a life that would involve blood shed, adultery, and family problems. But David did care for the things of God, even though he was imperfect. (Actually in one of David’s stories, he breaks the rules by eating bread that was reserved for the priest. Yet he was not condemned and even Jesus used that to story to illustrate grace and law. The difference between him and Saul? David had a heart for the things of God).
Our ministries will bomb if our heart is not focused on The Lord. What are you doing today to get your heart back on God? How is your personal worship? When was the last time you studied the Bible (not for a sermon or a lesson to teach) but to grasp the power of God’s Word? When was the last time you prayed to get God instead of getting something?
A heart check is critical for your ministry. Make sure your focus and attention is on God instead of the battle that you are faced with today
Thankfully today, we have a Savior named Jesus who dwells in the hearts of those who call on Him. Unlike Saul, we do not need a priest to come offer sacrifices, simply because the High Priest Jesus Christ, has already offered Himself. But like Saul, we do not need to grow discouraged and make decisions that cost us everything.
I would encourage my fellow Pastors to keep their hearts on Christ. That’s the key. Don’t bomb your ministry by taking Jesus out of it. Even though you may be discouraged, remember, God is on the way. Just don’t give up.